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Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 6:07 AM
him
life gets complicated every stinking second for me...
i cant take it when i look at him...
when i do, my heart beats twice as fast...
dats why i sit at the back...
once when my fren asks...
if in the class, who would u choose as a bf?
i didnt answer...
instead, i just ask her who would YOU choose?
she said she would choose ...
then she asked me...
i said....no one...
n she believed it or maybe she wouldnt want to disturb me...
i can't stand it...
everyday i try and focus...
its almost impossible when he never talks to me...
not even once....
not stinking once...
but i dunno if he's still single or taken...
but why should i care?
its not like if i couple with him,
i can go out with him...
thats why its sad for me...
im not allowed to go on a date...
it sux!
on a second thought...
maybe it would be scary if i would...
go on an actual date that is...
tell me the truth...
but just thinking bout it makes me feel left out...
at the same time, i dun wan to...
*sigh*