RACHEL'S COMING BACK!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!
omg...
omg u no wat? i cant say anythin else besides omg cos its just so omg!!!!!! dat rachel's cumin back!!!!!
i miss u like DAMN!!!!
i wanna go out to ou!!!! lets do dat
n more other retarded stuff!!!!

miss u man!

omg. last thursday..uhh....i went jogging n took my dog wif me, n my mom said there was 5 dogs up at the reservoir. n i wanted them to come out but they didnt.=( so i went home n ...er... how am i suppose to remember what happened 2 days ago??? so im skipping to yesterday... yesterday... i came home n washed the dishes n fold all the clothes n wash the dishes again.. then i went downstairs and watched surf's up. well, i tak sempat finish it cos i felt really sleepy. so i went to sleep. it was like 8 pm...god, so nerdy... friday night some more!.. well, its cos everything was occupied...including the comp so i don't have anythin else to do... i woke up at 6.30 this morning and i played the computer and my bro came back from lepaking wif his frens... 6.30 am.well if he stayed at home n do nth, it wud mean he's gay... then, i watched naruto 51 & 52!!!!! yea bebeh!! then, i went jogging..i went up the reservoir again n the 5 dogs came out and my mom told me to not run.. so i didnt..i walked damn slow. my heart was pounding like mad! then...they went back down n i SURVIVED!!!! i went home n went to plaza damas....bought a hot dog n ate ice cream n drank orange juice.. n came home n jemur kain n ate spaghetti n now im playing t or t wif miya while blogging...

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rachel, im so effing happy u coming back!!!!!!!
omg omg omg and omg!!!!
its like so omg!!! like u wud say, this so UBER COOL!!!
we all sooo damn happy man!!!!
miya cannot tahan any longer!!!
u come bak...n we gonna have so much fun u gonna feel like u dun wanna go!!!!
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg !!!!!!!
its next week rite????

u noe wat? i feel so damn , er... so damn..., i 4got..
nyway, i woke up at 6.15 today. my sister very malas to wake up. usually she's the cause of why i'm so late to school. at this point, chances of me gonna be a pengawas is very thin. then i went to school, i got a friggin migraine..my left side of the head berdenyut-denyut! then, it was agama test, i finished it in a half hour, got friggin bored. emma was sitting in front of me. we got bored and i started singing this song :



then i did a drum roll n emma joined me...then the teacher shushed us so many times. what?? jobless is harmless...

i found a stupid n friggin funny vid. man, watch it. i seriously recommend u to watch it. originally its in french..at least i think its french.



then after school, i went home and slept till 12 am at night. then, i woke up and started playing computer.. now im blogging!!! yay!!! saiunkoku monogatari season II is out bebeh!!! actually it was out long time ago but i just found out. so what??? then, o o o i found another vid bout the hippo and dog..their name is actually Pat And Stanley.. thats what the show's called. go to youtube and search hippo and dog.. about 1,480 results come out...



fartsie! lol!

ok this is what happened. yesterday, i didnt sleep for like almost 24 hours. then i slept for like 6 hours. then like 3 hours later. i slept till 8 in the morning. then i woke up having a huge migraine! stupid stupid migraine. up until now, the migraine won't go away. and its like 4 in the morning right now. then i woke up. feeling freaking sick. i vomited. then my mom scolded me. "you vomited, and you still wanna go?". i was like. "yea!". eventho, my head was like about to explode. then i went to bukit kiara. well, interact club was having a trip to the chocolate factory. no way, was i gonna miss this.duh! my blog name name got the word 'chocolate' in it! then, the migraine was still there.we had to go by car pool. so i got separated from eunice and may may. then, the most worse thing happened! i was feeling freaking lightheaded, i vomited in the car. shit weih! not my fault. i was like "im so sorry!" then we had to stop by a petrol station to get myself cleaned up. they were really nice to me. and all i could say was "im so sorry!". then after that, we went to the chocolate factory. it was kinda far. so, er.. thank god i didn't vomit in the factory. first, we had to watch a video bout the history of chocolates. then we went touring. looking at the people making chocolates there made me wanna work in a chocolate factory.i nvr knew that just making chocolates has to got tru so many processes. then,after that, we went to buy the chocolates. it was quite cheap actually. thank god, i have enough money to buy around 5 chocolates... this one guy, he actually bought chocolate over a RM 100. man!. then, i went home early. they went to eat satay kajang. man!. satay!. then i went home and slept till 7. then, my mom woke me up to go to arif''s house cos his father's b'day. i didnt wanna go cos : no frens to hang out with, and i'm having a huge migraine! then, i couldn't tahan, i had to pujuk my mom to lemme go home. so i went home. and i slept again. i wanted to go watch naruto. but my head hurts like hell. my mom came back like around 5 hours later. she told me they ate chocolate indulgence. dammit! but even if i ate the chocolate cake, i would vomit anyway so i didn't bother. then, i woke up and i ate nasi lembik. and drank a glass of water while watching naruto. n now, its like 4 in the morning. i think i should go to sleep now cos i can feel the migraine coming back! as you can see, i didnt colour my post this time cos of the stupid migraine. i cannot focus. so uhh. night.

i'm like so bored and i'm at home.
i juz finished an episode of south park. movin onto a new south park.
my dad's friends came over cos of some sort of business. apparently, this 2 dudes are helping my dad sort out business so that my dad can go to mekah. well, around this time of month, my parents are gonna go to mekah.
i asked my dad if mekah was anywhere near dubai and my dad said, its like an hour to dubai from mekah. I WAS LIKE: CAN I GO?????? and he said no. oh man!...
nyways, my headphones kinda cacat. only the left side can hear and if i wanna hear both side, i have to put the volume controller on my head. but my head keeps dropping it. .aiyo.
nyway, im suppose to be studying right now. but im so damn malas. but the good thing is right now is that my mom is too tired to tell me to study but i know that if i fail my exams, my mom won't lemme go out and have fun. oh man!. isnt that oh so wonderful! * sarcasm*
....hmm..what else should i write about??? em...ohya!
im gonna go continue watching my south park after this.but before that,
i ate kfc today! wahoo! like so long didnt eat this stuff....
i think i'll go watch step up 2 after south park..
im like so in love with 30 seconds to mars songz...especially beautiful lie and the kill!

Layer 1
On the Outside

Name : Shazuwin
Birthdate : 5 June 1994
Eye Colour : dark brown
Hair Colour : black wor..
Right or Left : right...maybe..mwahaha

Layer 2
On the inside

My Heritage : malay-la
My Fear : em...living a life with no freedom
My Weaknesses : im always hungry
My Perfect Pizza : oh great. now i hv to go down to get more food. cos u made me hungry.

Layer 3
Yesterday, today , tomorrow

My first thought waking up: i hate my sister for waking me up.
My most missed memory : number 2: skipping classes with zaza during fourth grade.

Layer 4
My Pick

Pepsi or coke : 100 plus XD
Single or Group dates : i dunno..
Adidas or Nike : b.u.m. equipment XDXD
Tea or Nestea: BOH.XDXDXD
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolateness
Cappucino or Coffee: mocchacino

Layer 5
Do You

Smoke : no...
Curse : yes...
Take a Shower : yes...
Think you're in love : i dunno...
Go to school : yes...
Want to get married : i dunno...if its ikuta toma, then YES BABY!!
Believe in myself : i laugh at that statement.
Think you're a health freak : not reli. guarantee u that.

Layer 6
In the past

Drank alchohol : i want to but cannot. dammit!
Gone to the mall : duh!
Been on stage: du-uh!
Eaten sushi : du-uh-uh!

Layer 7
Have you ever

Played a stripping : er..no
Change whoever you are to fit in : used to..regretted it..

Layer 8
Are you hoping

To be married : to ikuta toma, HELL YEA BABEH!!
To ride a motorbike : i want to.

Layer 9
In a guy

Best eye colour : ikuta toma
Best hair colour : ikuta toma
Best hairstyle : ikuta toma
Short or long hair : IKUTA TOMA!

Layer 10
What were you doing

A minute ago : dis....yes..dis...
An hour ago :watching south park..
4-5 hours ago : em..watching spongebob squarepants.
1 month ago : dun remember
A year ago : uhh...

Layer 11
Finish the sentences

I love : IKUTA TOMA!
I feel : hungry
I hate : the freaking south park thing loading so slow!
I hide : stuff i will not say..
I need : food
I miss: em...told u. Rachel!

Layer 12
Tag five people
may may
rachel
denise
miya
zaza

Layer 1
On the outside

Name: Sharifah Shazuwin Binti Syed Sheh
Birthdate: 5th june
Eye Colour: dark brown
Hair Colour: black
Right or Left: Right

Layer 2
On the inside

My Heritage: Malay
My Fear: losing my internet
My Weaknesses: hogging on the internet
My Perfect Pizza: wif pepperoni,anchovi's, CHEESE!, and beef and chicken and other stuff!

Layer 3
Yesterday,today,tomorrow

My thought first waking up: im going bak to sleep
My most missed memory: laughing crap in the function room wen rachel was here

Layer 4
My pick

Pepsi or Coke: coke. bebeh!
single or Group Dates: uhh..single?
Adidas or Nike: adidas. nike's 2 expensive
Tea or Nestea: tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: i'd choose both if i could but chocolate definitely!
Cappucino or Coffee: cappucino!!!

Layer 5Do you

Smoke: of cos not!
Curse: uhh.do i reli need to answer this cos its kinda obvious.
Take a shower: duh!
Have a crush: uhh..not now.
Think you're in love:wei not sure.ah.
Go to school: of cos
Want to get married: yea
Believe in yourself: sometimes
think you're a health freak:not reli..*shifty eyes*

Layer 6
In the past

Drank alcohol: i want to but i cant
Gone to the mall: of cos!
Been on stage: hell yea!
Eaten sushi: bloody hell yea!

Layer 7
Have you ever

Played a stripping: i dun get this.
Change whoever you are to fit in: use to

Layer 8
Are you hoping

To be married: of cos!
To ride a motorbike:once but wif my auntie.n i plan to learn wen i can.mwahhaha

Layer 9
In a guy

Best eye colour:brown
Best hair colour: brown
Best hairstyle:ikuta toma style
Short or long hair: i told ya. ikuta toma style

Layer 10
What were you doing

A minute ago: listening to respect by aretha franklin. i find the song interesting
An hour ago: washing the dishes
4-5 hours ago: sleeping
1 month ago:cant remember wor...
A year ago: lagi tak ingat!

Layer 11
Finish the sentences

I love:god, frens n family...and.... IKUTA TOMA BEBEH!!!
I feel: hungry. very hungry
I hate: the exams which r coming up.
I hide: hah! like im gonna tell u!
I need : they postpone the exams
I miss: rachel!

Layer 12
Tag seven people
miya
denise
may may
rachel
zaza
hannah khaw
hannah wong

isnt that just the cutest???

like it said "meow"

ok lets see. first, i slept at 4 something last night. then i woke up at 4 pm. then, i wash the dishes. ate 'lunch'. then, i wash the dishes again. but b4 that, i ironed like 12 baju. aiyah, sakit u noe my tangan! then , i go n play wif my dog but when i did that, it was like 8 something at night. lolz. then my sister told me, she will give me the comp at 9.30 but i gave her till 10.30 and she still won't move her bloody fat ass! then, i got so pissed i go hit her head! padan muka! then, she wanted to do something to the computer but tak sempat cos i was there then she went into the room. then she came out and hit my chair! wtf! i screamed at her. when my father asks her what's going on, she denied and blame it on me! wtf! i want to cut her fucking mouth for saying that but i guess she learned from my pitiful cousins which makes my sister more pitiful! bitch! she's only 10 and she's already acting like a bloody bitch! stupid attitude!what kind of friends does she have to teach her stuff like that??? then my mom called me and told me to stop. i was like wtf??? it wasnt even my own bloody fault and u wanna blame it on me?? well, of cos i didnt say that, cos then, ill have to say bb to my freedom. basicallyla. then now, adam, rauf's fren. just spoiled something bout naruto, i fucking hate it when people spoil tau! argh!

i need naruto
!
the director so slow one mah!!!!the suspense is so frustrating!! guess i should start on a new anime now. aiya! so malas one wor!!! SOMEMORE exams next week!!! i hate i hate it! yay! going to chocolate factory this saturday!!! can't wait! i didnt even touch the books yet for that matter but i did study a bit but i doubt its goin to help! oy! i'm so frustrated with everything plus love celeb chapter 20 is still not out yet!
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~i wanna ride on the horse and fly over the moon~


money money money!!! me wan MONEY!!!


IT MEANS DANCING RIGHT?

DO NOT EVA


THIS LOOKS NICE..

why won't love celeb chapter 19 release??? stupid people!! why can't they work harder!?!?!?! i wanna buy the manga but its damn expensive..my mom says don't spend money on stupid stuff..alaaaaa

so saaaaaddddd!!!!
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im so damn bored. i think ill go watch naruto now. mwahahaha. i wanna finish it tonight! eventhough, tomoro ill be damn sleepy.

im so bored!
=S
people i know are ... the ones who know me.
=?
wtf did i just write? i oso dunno.
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I AM SO UNLUCKY IN LOVE. AIN'T THAT RIGHT?
=(
HELL YEA!

i just finished naruto till episode 21. and i found another hottie!!!! omg, he's like so hot!!! he's an akatsuki member!!! damn rite now is like 5.30a.m. and im damn sleepy but bcos my parents came bak wif tandoori, i couldnt sleep. im hoping to continue this thing like tomoro night. i only have this weekend to finish this naruto cos i have to study for the stupid test. damnla. i m so gonna get below 10 cos all i can think about is naruto naruto naruto. im just trying to finish this anime so i can start on a new one! yay me! shit! i better go to sleep now before i have bags.

p/s i still dunno whats my parents answer to the dance class thing.

i think naruto got ugly. sasuke got a bit hot. f dat. he's hot. nyway, gaara-sama is damn cool, uber hot...n damn cool!. one time i saw kakashi without his uniform, looks like his black shirt inside is attached to his mask..o.o interesting. i saw kakashi without his mask. man, he's hot! thing is, jiraiya is no longer cool cos he hasnt shown his moves yet.. ill be waiting!!! then, i can't believe gaara got ... mind you, i don't like spoiling it for people. hmm...lets see, who else is hot??? kankuro or however u spell that dude's name still looks weird with too much make-up. lolz..temari is getting pretty. shikamaru is getting ugly..lolz..uhh..who else???oh ya, tsunade is like still the same. i agree with kakashi and jiraiya, sakura's like the second tsunade. lolz!

p/s im still working it out with my mom about the dance class...

ur so fucked up man! wth is wrong with you??? GO STAND NEAR A FUCKING CLIFF, I'LL BE GLAD TO PUSH YOU OFF THE FUCKING CLIFF! YOU BLOODY BITCH! IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN, I WILL RUN AFTER YOU WITH A BUTCHER'S KNIFE AND I WILL MAKE SURE I STAB THAT KNIFE INTO YOUR STUPID UGLY FUCKING HEART, YOU FUCKING UGLY BITCH! YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING WHORE! ARGH! I WANT TO GO TO YOUR HOUSE TONIGHT AND MAKE SURE I'LL BURN IT DOWN! BUT UNFORTUNATELY, ILL GO TO JAIL AND MIGHT NEVER GET TO SET MY MIND STRAIGHT BUT OF COURSE YOU ON THE OTHER HAND IS BADLY DAMAGED, YOU CAN'T EVEN FIX YOUR DAMN STRAIGHT FUCKING SELF! OTAK KAU DAH LA BERLUBANG PASTU SENGET! MACAM BABI SIAL! PUKIMAK KAUAH! MACAM BABI SIAL! PEGI AH DUDUK NGAN HAIWAN KESAYANGAN KAU TU, BABI! MACAM SIAL..DAHLA MUKA KAU BURUK MACAM BUNTUT AYAM! ADA HATI PULA TUH, IM SURE YOUR HEART DAH BERDAKI-DAKI SEBAB BERBULAN-BULAN TAK CUCI! FUCKING WHORE! YOU FUCKING SLUT! YOU BLOODY BITCH! I NOE YOU ARE VERY UNATTRACTIVE. THAT'S WHY YOU GO DO SOMETHING SO DESPICABLE AND FUCKING DISGUSTING! YOU FUCKING PROSTITUTE! GO FUCK SOMEONE AND MAKE SURE IT'S A HOMOSEXUAL GIGOLO! HAH! PADAN MUKA! OMG, I FEEL SO ANGRY AT YOU! DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU RUIN SOMEONE'S LIFE???? YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING WANNABE! DAHLA GEMUK MACAM GAJAH! ADA HATI NAK SIMPAN LAK TU! LIKE A FUCKING BABI! AND WANNA SHOW OFF YOUR FUCKING UGLY HIDEOUS BODY! EW! GELI AKU! NAIK BULU ROMA TAU! IF I EVER SEE YOUR STUPID UGLY FAT HIDEOUS FUCKING FACE AGAIN, I'LL MAKE SURE I'LL GET MY REVENGE!

Firstly, i want to say excuse my rudeness but im so fucking pissed off rite now!
first, i had a fucking bad morning! then went to school, n my pants was like so big so had to exchange! then when we got to the stadium, we marched like nuts! because of the fucking bad morning, i messed up the formation and i was like so fucking pissed off when 3 girls fainted.. such wimps!!! fucking wimps who can't even tahan!
it wasnt even FUCKING hot! fuckers! last year, was hot. this year wasnt even hot. how come the fucking raptai, they can tahan and at the stadium, -WASNT EVEN HOT!- fainted! fucking assholes! Fucking wimps! and then, after that, i went to miya's hse to watch step up, sweeney todd n cj7. it was nice...
after dat, i went home, and my fucking bitchy fatass sister annoyed me and acted like a fucking spoilt brat!!!!! fucking bitch..babi sial! eh, zaza if u can scream when i wanted to pop ur balloon, u could have used ur voice for kawad when u failed the running.u told me u really wanted to run.so i let u.but you could have joined kawad and at least help ungu win. but i guess ur just like the 3 girls hu fainted.

anyone whose reading this must know that i f-ing hate people who dont say it to my face but instead they keep it inside or say it to someone or write it somewhere..
so just say it to me instead of what i stated up there cos if f-ing ...

awin

can't believe i just told him i like him..wtf is wrong with me???
i am nvr determined...i need to slap myself if i break my promise to myself..this sux!!!
s-la...all ur fault miya.!lol
man, now i noe why ppl feel so ... when ppl swear alot... i noe how it feels..damn!
but in a way its ok to swear when ur pissed off..i mean reli pissed off!
i feel like dat sometimes..!
ok almost alot of times..
s-la!

i nvr in my whole life tot that i wud sit down almost
ALMOST
sit down and talk to him for almost
ALMOST
an hour.

but i can never tell him that i like him
BECAUSE
of the situation
BECAUSE
it's tight.

n miya he thinks your hot because
cause la.