i really hate it when my siblings go do something so bloody stupid and piss my mom off.

especially when i wanna do something and i cant do it anymore cos she's in a moody mood.

argh!

i woke up feeling "some shit is gonna happen today"

and went to school.

yea, on a saturday.

shit hasnt happen.

and

after that, shit happened.

and now im all miserable.

do not say i did not try.

because i did.

and now i really wanna die under the influence of drugs or maybe alcohol.

whichever comes first.