it is another hard day.
can't believe that i have to go through it for a month.
sheesh.
i keep telling myself to get over it.
i am over it.
right?

this sucks.
someone help me recover.
im lost.
lost.
so lost that i thought i would never find the light again.
how can someone do something like that?
its just so heartless.
its like backstabbing.
screw it.
it IS backstabbing.
or so i have been told.
what to do?
its from the beginning of the year.
i can't do anything bout it now.
its out of my hands.
i should not care.
its something i shouldn't do.
yes, its something i have to get over.

so why do i keep dwelling?
dwelling in tears of heartache?
why?
so many questions fill my head with curiosity.
is it possible?
even from the beginning?
it felt like a maze.
a freaking game was played.
and i felt used.