lonely table, just for one.
in a bright and crowded room.
while the music has just begun.
i drink to memories in the gloom.
though the music's still the same.
it has a bitter sweet refrain.

now, i just don't think that i should continue this.
cos im making others suffer.
and im suffering too.
so what is going on?
strong, is what i should be.
shouldn't it?
why didn't i let it go?
maybe i was waiting more like hoping for even a single tiny hope that maybe i would get what i want back.
but, now i know, that its just a little too late.
and i should just look away and put whats behind a past.
and walk and walk towards moving on to what it might or could be a new shade of light.
if i need to do this, i would need help.
help is where i can get from friends.
and im so glad and thankful that i have a set of friends that i have now.
and i hope that i will be able to do what everyone thinks is best for me.
and that is,

move on.

this is already hard for me as it is.
but it is harder on my friends and to those who care around me.
so, with this. i promise to my friends, that i will try and not cry over .. anymore.


p/s screw you for ruining my life. i hope you know who im talking bout. don't be perasan though.