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Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 4:07 AM
ever since yesterday
d woke me up yesterday.
went to d's house around 2 hours later.
marathon baby.
watched white chicks, disaster movie, n ah long.
za, priyanka, sam, miya, may n me went.
wow. gotta say.
wish rach was there.
it was cool that everyone were free to come.
d suggested that we invite rach 2 days before.
but then she would have to come in a rush.
and jet lag during the marathon.
x]
fun is all i could say from spending time at the marathon.
wasn't boring at all.
i NEED breaking dawn.
aaahhhh
anyway, after everyone left, me n miya went to d's room.
we painted our nails.
we dressed up.
we played with make up.
such a girly moment.
hopefully, we can do that during slumber party.
held at my house.
during the school break.
HOPEFULLY.
erm.
like 2 hours later after i came back,
kaajal ajak-ed me to play with her fireworks.
or firecrackers.
whatever.
it was so much fun.
i aimed for the construction site.
you know, at the park.
we played around 30 minutes before midnight.
chun.
and i felt like a badass.
cos it nearly hit the construction site.
ehehehe.
today, was like so boring.
period.
came to school.
and i was so tired and all i could think of was sleep.
we were given this merit thingy.
and the people i kena jaga is 3 j.
WHY?
why do I , yes ME ALWAYS get something to do with 3 j.
so sedih man.
they don't even want to tambah markah.
haiyo.
anyway, i was so tired.
so i finished it up.
and went to class.
gossiped with priyanka.
who else la.
then the pejabat called me.
10 minutes later i went down cos i didn't realize.
until emma told me.
gawd, im so blur.
then recess.
so hungry.
then went up.
we had to go to the computer lab.
it was so effing boring.
so i ajak priyanka to spin on the chair.
damn bored wei.
me n her raced in the lab.
teacher was so oblivious.
then we got the main computer to work.
stupid internet was retarded.
then had to go.
cern brought freakonomics.
how interesting the book is.
the title is misleading.
but its very very very interesting.
i didn't know drug business is THAT complicated.
cern must bring the book tomorrow.
i wanna read the one bout Romania.
well, there is absolutely nothing to do in class whatsoever.
so right now, me and priyanka are planning to make things to play tomorrow.
for instance, may's husband is already gonna wear a skirt and do a cat walk.
and i want to go to the halloween party.
i wanna i wanna!
stupid facebook.
everytime i upload the goddamn pictures,
it says upload failed.
try again.
bastard.
screw this ****!!
ttfn.
went to d's house around 2 hours later.
marathon baby.
watched white chicks, disaster movie, n ah long.
za, priyanka, sam, miya, may n me went.
wow. gotta say.
wish rach was there.
it was cool that everyone were free to come.
d suggested that we invite rach 2 days before.
but then she would have to come in a rush.
and jet lag during the marathon.
x]
fun is all i could say from spending time at the marathon.
wasn't boring at all.
i NEED breaking dawn.
aaahhhh
anyway, after everyone left, me n miya went to d's room.
we painted our nails.
we dressed up.
we played with make up.
such a girly moment.
hopefully, we can do that during slumber party.
held at my house.
during the school break.
HOPEFULLY.
erm.
like 2 hours later after i came back,
kaajal ajak-ed me to play with her fireworks.
or firecrackers.
whatever.
it was so much fun.
i aimed for the construction site.
you know, at the park.
we played around 30 minutes before midnight.
chun.
and i felt like a badass.
cos it nearly hit the construction site.
ehehehe.
today, was like so boring.
period.
came to school.
and i was so tired and all i could think of was sleep.
we were given this merit thingy.
and the people i kena jaga is 3 j.
WHY?
why do I , yes ME ALWAYS get something to do with 3 j.
so sedih man.
they don't even want to tambah markah.
haiyo.
anyway, i was so tired.
so i finished it up.
and went to class.
gossiped with priyanka.
who else la.
then the pejabat called me.
10 minutes later i went down cos i didn't realize.
until emma told me.
gawd, im so blur.
then recess.
so hungry.
then went up.
we had to go to the computer lab.
it was so effing boring.
so i ajak priyanka to spin on the chair.
damn bored wei.
me n her raced in the lab.
teacher was so oblivious.
then we got the main computer to work.
stupid internet was retarded.
then had to go.
cern brought freakonomics.
how interesting the book is.
the title is misleading.
but its very very very interesting.
i didn't know drug business is THAT complicated.
cern must bring the book tomorrow.
i wanna read the one bout Romania.
well, there is absolutely nothing to do in class whatsoever.
so right now, me and priyanka are planning to make things to play tomorrow.
for instance, may's husband is already gonna wear a skirt and do a cat walk.
and i want to go to the halloween party.
i wanna i wanna!
stupid facebook.
everytime i upload the goddamn pictures,
it says upload failed.
try again.
bastard.
screw this ****!!
ttfn.
Monday, October 27, 2008, 7:07 AM
bang bang baby!
slept at 5 woke up at 5.
went to this dude's house which was my dad's friend.
i ate 3 plates of rice with chicken and a bowl of spaghetti only.
i went there and someone thought i was driving the car instead of my mom.
you know what, i just got disturbing news and i don't think i can continue writing.
Sunday, October 26, 2008, 12:31 PM
finito
i finished the nanny.
starting living with fran.
aiyo.
i was reading "Frankly, I'd rather be eaten by bears than spend time with you"
is like so sweet.
i wish my life was like that.
rach!! thanks so much for introducing me to that story.
give me more if you think you can find.
cos im too malas.
now you have just made me a sucker for love stories.
x]
and i currently need more.
i am gonna start on breaking dawn by this week hopefully.
i want to go out.
i am franning bored staying at home.
hopefully, i could go to the Halloween party.
cos honestly, i am not sure whether i can go.
you know what,
i am more interested to see this character in Twilight the movie then the rest of the ones shown.
and THANK YOU very much miya for telling me bout that person.
now you have made me very VERY tempted to see that person's picture.
SCREW
YOU.
aaahhhh.
its so tempting.
so so tempting.
x]
franning itch
like so malas to blog.
oh the heck, write je la.
im trying to finish the nanny.
one more to go.
i ate like 3 bowls of spaghetti.
only.
i wanted to go jogging today.
but everyone's too busy.
hmph.
i think im finished with the radar dance.
like i was that bored.
whoa.
but not nice la.
i am too blank to blog.
oh the heck, write je la.
im trying to finish the nanny.
one more to go.
i ate like 3 bowls of spaghetti.
only.
i wanted to go jogging today.
but everyone's too busy.
hmph.
i think im finished with the radar dance.
like i was that bored.
whoa.
but not nice la.
i am too blank to blog.
pufferfishes puff up when they get bored of hyper.
pufferfish can be very mad.
things can get really ugly when pufferfishes get mad.
really really
ugly.
pufferfish can be very mad.
things can get really ugly when pufferfishes get mad.
really really
ugly.
i hate her.
she's too fake to be around.
she is just a plastic that needs to be burnt.
but then she would pollute the air.
no no. we shall bury her.
then we wouldn't have to do anything bout it.
because then she will be forgotten.
yea. bury her.
bury the fake plastic wannabe.
and forget her.
she's too fake to be around.
she is just a plastic that needs to be burnt.
but then she would pollute the air.
no no. we shall bury her.
then we wouldn't have to do anything bout it.
because then she will be forgotten.
yea. bury her.
bury the fake plastic wannabe.
and forget her.
Saturday, October 25, 2008, 4:22 AM
cold as fire, baby hot as ice.
i hate exams.
therefore, i shall declare exams are over.
which it is.
hah!
i AM powerful.
rach, i like the random pics of you on your blog.
its nicee. and miya will say you're even more hot.
yesterday, i came home.
since my friends couldn't come over, so i attempted to lipat kain.
fell asleep.
6 hours later, woke up.
x]
oh did i tell you that i am going to turun kelas next year?
because its true.
then i went online, and like 8 hours later, i went offline. went to sleep, 9 hours later. woke up.
i spent 6 hours watching the nanny.
no life, thats me.
me n my sister clean the room where we're sleeping in.
and like, we found stuff that we thought we never could have owned.
and my sister changed the bed covers, and i said "me and my friends did stuff on that bed"
and she was like "sounds so wrong"
x]
my dog has this thing where he wants to maul you 24/7.
i actually ran out the gate and closed it before he could come out.
let him calm down.
then i went in.
i am going to have a naruto marathon tonight.
mwahaha.
everytime i go out with my family, i tend to take normal portions of food.
NORMAL. not alot.
here's the convo that usually goes between me and my dad.
d:you eat so much!. you must have cacing in your perut.
me:i do not! its so little food.
d:you eat this then later you're gonna order some more.
me:thats cos i get too little.
but now, i get to say something else.
d:ish, makan banyak. ada cacing dalam perut.
me:thats cos i have high metabolism.
d:whats that?
me:it means i can eat like a cow and still be skinny.
s:hah! perasan.
me:shut up.
my sister la.
i must say britney's songs on blackout album are actually nicee.
radar. womanizer. hot as ice. toy soldier. get naked.
i am super malas to continue to blog.
but, i am franning bored!
oh
oh
oh
im using what the franning.
rach is what the fudge.
dniz is what the tofu.
i find wttofu cute.
i wanted to go jogging
but they just have to go out!
aaahhh.
never mind. tomorrow la.
radar. womanizer. hot as ice. toy soldier. get naked.
i am super malas to continue to blog.
but, i am franning bored!
oh
oh
oh
im using what the franning.
rach is what the fudge.
dniz is what the tofu.
i find wttofu cute.
i wanted to go jogging
but they just have to go out!
aaahhh.
never mind. tomorrow la.
Thursday, October 23, 2008, 7:11 AM
i bet you want it
haha.
i thought i would get lower but i really didn't think the sejarah marks i got would be 26.
because i
TEMBAK
everything.
yes.
the most risky thing to do.
instead of cheating, i prefer tembak.
x]
kh was ok la.
tembak bout 15 questions.
my seni looks shitty compared to may's one.
seriously.
i drew patrick from spongebob squarepants.
and i forgot to put spots on him.
aiyo. oh well.
miya and d and za came to my house.
to 'study'
geography.
and well, lets just say,
miya drank sprite, i ate potong, dniz lost mood to study and za gets bored whenever i start a chapter.
me and miya managed to get the dance about halfway.
theres one move that is very hard to do.
alah mampus la. edit je la.
i tak sabar to finish sivik tomorrow.
then we all can shout
FREEDOM.
ok maybe them
not me.
i have to try my best to hide it from my mother that i am gonna get a C for sejarah.
TEE-HEE
x]
ah long, white chicks, and disaster movie
are very nice marathon combination.
i think ambushing person by person
IS THE LAMEST MOVE OF THE CENTURY.
think of something better.
ugh, how annoying.
i thought i would get lower but i really didn't think the sejarah marks i got would be 26.
because i
TEMBAK
everything.
yes.
the most risky thing to do.
instead of cheating, i prefer tembak.
x]
kh was ok la.
tembak bout 15 questions.
my seni looks shitty compared to may's one.
seriously.
i drew patrick from spongebob squarepants.
and i forgot to put spots on him.
aiyo. oh well.
miya and d and za came to my house.
to 'study'
geography.
and well, lets just say,
miya drank sprite, i ate potong, dniz lost mood to study and za gets bored whenever i start a chapter.
me and miya managed to get the dance about halfway.
theres one move that is very hard to do.
alah mampus la. edit je la.
i tak sabar to finish sivik tomorrow.
then we all can shout
FREEDOM.
ok maybe them
not me.
i have to try my best to hide it from my mother that i am gonna get a C for sejarah.
TEE-HEE
x]
ah long, white chicks, and disaster movie
are very nice marathon combination.
i think ambushing person by person
IS THE LAMEST MOVE OF THE CENTURY.
think of something better.
ugh, how annoying.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 12:34 AM
radar rocks!
me ish vewy happy!!
becosh de kiwer day is ova.
me dont want to shtudy for kh.
it shucks.
erm, i really really am happy that sejarah and maths is behind.
now, just tinggal kh and seni 2 for tomorrow.
what should i do for seni?
its all damn hard.
knowing me, of course i would choose the easiest.
eee. i so cannot wait for exams to be over.
argh.
oh did i mention that the papers we had today, sejarah and maths are all b****es.
damn hard paper 2.
paper 1 finished on time.
tembak 5.
sejarah - tembak everything.
YES EVERYTHING.
slept only 2 hours last night.
wasn't worth it.
ahh. who cares.
and and and rachel, i bet if you copy the radar vid, you would rock it.
i tried. and still trying.
and believe me i suck.
miya rocks at it though.
i am going to bake lotsa cookies after exams.
and i am going to jog every evening.
in the rain or in the sun, i'm still jogging.
who wants to join, join la.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 6:55 AM
7 more papers. x[
can you believe it?
sorry i abandoned you my dear blog.
cos lately i have been studying.
YUCK.
i studied.
nooouuu
>.<
i wasn't supposed to study.
i am aiming for ikhlas!
yeah!
but my mom warned me she would take away my freedom if the results are disappointing.
oh gawd.
the results are gonna disappoint her anyway.
i am more interested in dancing then learning education.
apparently, i have choices to dress on halloween.
miya needs suggestions.
please suggest to her.
i can go as cowgirl, playboy bunny, murdered schoolgirl, american schoolgirl, or lala girl.
choose worr.
and uhh..
tomorrow is mathematics 1 and 2 and sejarah.
everyone will say "I AM GONNA FAIL"
i absolutely hate this shitty piece-a-week.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
stupid bloody piece of papers.
they are the reason whether i can have freedom or not.
if possible, i am so gonna hide it from my mom.
i mean, if i am a dumb person, i'd go to her and tell her the results.
plan to keep it till middle of november the latest.
ok wait. thats too late.
erm maybe like early november la.
cos then she'll be suspicious.
oh shit la.
i don't care.
i will only tell her when desperate times calls for desperate measures.
who wants to ruin the freedom?
tell me.
who?
I
NEED
COFFEE
NEED
COFFEE
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 5:49 AM
carrots ; nice to nibble!
my dear friend d, says im not vain enough! how insulting! hah take this! whose vain now?
kampung.
me n za.
me n rach.
me n doggie.
me n za
camwhoring with bro's phone
dressing room a
dressing room b
hotel in kelantan. do you have any idea how boring it is there?
furniture shop
retarded camera
in the carr.
za's house.
reaching for the stars!
smile x]
nice?
ok this is a random pic.
hi miya!
i 've been a bad girl x]
my blankie!
i burnt my face x]
shake your booty! x]
again with the blanket
camwhoring.
lala shirt
its an old picture.
i should have smiled >.< 
oh! this one. i took off my baju kurung. rolled up my kain. wore the camisole x]
C O F F E E
i need it.
i want it.
i am craving it.
i am starting to think i can't live without it.
it's a wonderful creation.
the best thing to be introduced.
C O F F E E
love love it!
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
coffee please?
me and rachel were having such a fun time being hyper.
and i think d was too scared to say anything.
but the fun was cut off when i had to go.
tomorrow is agama, pjk and seni.
shit la.
oh
oh
oh
i think i am gonna sleep very late tonight.
and drink coffee.
and then tomorrow wake up.
drink more coffee.
then i won't feel sleepy anymore.
i have found the source of all joy!
Friday, October 17, 2008, 11:20 PM
i can end the planet in a holocaust
gawd.
can anyone get more pissed than i am?!?!
my sister took the headphones!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i am gonna scream my head off!
i wanna listen to songs.
and she freaking took the headphones.
d, im not melodramatic.
prove it.
woke up this morning.
went to sksh.
had this carnival thingy.
met irfan danial.
rach? remember him.
ohmygawd..
he changed!
then farihan sprayed anis which i kena by accident.
and anis sprayed farihan and i kena by accident.
and i snatched farihan's spray and chased danial.
it felt good.
he was like running up the stairs.
and i was like come down here...
and then i said 'truce'.
and then we walked.
arif came and sprayed danial.
so then i sprayed danial.
mwahahaha.
then walked here and there.
sam went home.
he went home.
so me and denise went to pujuk the dj to play whine up.
and me n d danced to it.
miya was just sitting there.
but not on stage la.
too shy. x]
then d went home.
i came home.
oh i ate chocolate mousse cake, 3 cupcakes, 3 roti jala, drank f&n orange.
i still think i ate too little.
now i am hungry.
i don't wanna study!
>.<
but my mom threatens to take away the internet.
hmph.
not my fault im not interested in studies.
its so boringg.
how do smart people stand it?!??!
once there was this maid.
she was so fed up with the family's needs.
she ran away.
she stumbled across a vampire.
and he bit her.
then she became a vampire maid.
then a family took her in.
she bit everyone in the family.
then she left the house to live in Pennsylvania.
she created a cure for her to become human again.
she bit some random person off the street.
then fed him the cure.
he became human again.
but he died shortly after he became human.
then the maid remade the cure.
and bit another random person off the street.
and the cure worked on him.
turns out the 2 people she bit were life partners.
so the maid drank the cure.
and she became human.
only with a hotter body.
so she went to france.
to learn french.
she married a french dude.
and boy was the french dude rich.
whoa mama.
he was handsome too.
but a handful and very particular.
oh well, everyone has their ups and downs.
but she divorced him anyway.
then she became a maid to this family.
so now she is a hot ex-vampire french maid
then she went to dubai.
and met rachel.
rachel asks whether she could meet edward cullen.
the maid said maybe, if she does a few things.
so she left rachel wandering bout the 'things'
x]
then the maid went and commit suicide.
her soul wandered the earth.
now she's a
lost hot ex-vampire french maid soul
in dubai.
she was so fed up with the family's needs.
she ran away.
she stumbled across a vampire.
and he bit her.
then she became a vampire maid.
then a family took her in.
she bit everyone in the family.
then she left the house to live in Pennsylvania.
she created a cure for her to become human again.
she bit some random person off the street.
then fed him the cure.
he became human again.
but he died shortly after he became human.
then the maid remade the cure.
and bit another random person off the street.
and the cure worked on him.
turns out the 2 people she bit were life partners.
so the maid drank the cure.
and she became human.
only with a hotter body.
so she went to france.
to learn french.
she married a french dude.
and boy was the french dude rich.
whoa mama.
he was handsome too.
but a handful and very particular.
oh well, everyone has their ups and downs.
but she divorced him anyway.
then she became a maid to this family.
so now she is a hot ex-vampire french maid
then she went to dubai.
and met rachel.
rachel asks whether she could meet edward cullen.
the maid said maybe, if she does a few things.
so she left rachel wandering bout the 'things'
x]
then the maid went and commit suicide.
her soul wandered the earth.
now she's a
lost hot ex-vampire french maid soul
in dubai.
i have a dysfunctional profanity to begin with.
stupid exams.
lets all watch the simpsons.
and we shall paint ourselves yellow.
and i shall be homer.
rachel shall be the wife.
denise shall be bart.
may may shall be lisa.
and miya shall be maggie.
and za shall be the doggie.
oh oh. and a certain someone whom we hate shall be the neighbor.
i forgot the neighbor's name.
but i know he's annoying.
stupid exams.
lets all watch the simpsons.
and we shall paint ourselves yellow.
and i shall be homer.
rachel shall be the wife.
denise shall be bart.
may may shall be lisa.
and miya shall be maggie.
and za shall be the doggie.
oh oh. and a certain someone whom we hate shall be the neighbor.
i forgot the neighbor's name.
but i know he's annoying.
did i tell you im addicted to the nanny?
i watched 5 seasons so far.
and i can even make a voice like fran.
like 5 minutes ago.
i planned to bake with miya behind my parents backs when they went out.
turns out.
they turned around and came back.
i had to cancel.
sheesh.
wtf.
their excuse : too many people at the kenduri.
oh well.
tata.
i wanna go watch the nanny.
:3
i watched 5 seasons so far.
and i can even make a voice like fran.
like 5 minutes ago.
i planned to bake with miya behind my parents backs when they went out.
turns out.
they turned around and came back.
i had to cancel.
sheesh.
wtf.
their excuse : too many people at the kenduri.
oh well.
tata.
i wanna go watch the nanny.
:3
dream
last night, i had a really weird dream.
i was at this random person's house.
and i think miya and denise and may was there.
but the face were a blurr.
then there was this guy.
i remembered i squealed when i saw him.
but then i forgot how he looked when i woke up.
then we had a poke-a-war.
i was laughing then i 'accidentally' poked him.
and then he poked me back.
we had a poke-a-war.
*been hanging around with rach and d too much to even dream bout poking*
then we sorta had a wrestling thing while poking.
and somehow he and i ended up on the floor.
then he kissed me.
stupid dream
>.<
such a random dream.
i was at this random person's house.
and i think miya and denise and may was there.
but the face were a blurr.
then there was this guy.
i remembered i squealed when i saw him.
but then i forgot how he looked when i woke up.
then we had a poke-a-war.
i was laughing then i 'accidentally' poked him.
and then he poked me back.
we had a poke-a-war.
*been hanging around with rach and d too much to even dream bout poking*
then we sorta had a wrestling thing while poking.
and somehow he and i ended up on the floor.
then he kissed me.
stupid dream
>.<
such a random dream.
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 11:31 PM
exams day 2
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
if you are wondering why i am so frustrated.
it is not cos of the paper we had today.
oh don't take me wrong.
english was ok.
its what happened after that which is so *beep*
yea.
very very frustrating.
wish i could just run away from it all.
hey!
maybe i would go for a walk this evening.
you know.
just for fun.
since my mom won't let me walk by myself.
i will bring a companion.
that i know will listen to my complaints.
very faithful.
won't run away.
always there.
my dog.
d, i do care bout my dog.
i just don't play with it so much.
yay! my other sister.
the one i actually could tolerate.
is coming back tonight.
of course limited time of internet.
more limited now that my mom knows bout the exams.
oh well.
i shall curi curi watch the nanny.
x]
i would like to say thank you so very much to my 'dearest' sister.
she was very 'nice'.
and i am so 'lucky' to have her as my 'sibling'.
if you understand what i'm talking bout then we're telepathic.
xD.
if you are wondering why i am so frustrated.
it is not cos of the paper we had today.
oh don't take me wrong.
english was ok.
its what happened after that which is so *beep*
yea.
very very frustrating.
wish i could just run away from it all.
hey!
maybe i would go for a walk this evening.
you know.
just for fun.
since my mom won't let me walk by myself.
i will bring a companion.
that i know will listen to my complaints.
very faithful.
won't run away.
always there.
my dog.
d, i do care bout my dog.
i just don't play with it so much.
yay! my other sister.
the one i actually could tolerate.
is coming back tonight.
of course limited time of internet.
more limited now that my mom knows bout the exams.
oh well.
i shall curi curi watch the nanny.
x]
i would like to say thank you so very much to my 'dearest' sister.
she was very 'nice'.
and i am so 'lucky' to have her as my 'sibling'.
if you understand what i'm talking bout then we're telepathic.
xD.
exams day 1
BM sucked.
paper 1. all i could think of was - i need sleep -
paper 2. i went totally blank. i spent 15 minutes thinking of -what to do when i get home, sleep? eat? -
oh oh.
tomorrow we're gonna have BI.
and i didn't even study.
and well, who cares.
i'm aiming for a lower class.
and hopefully, i will not have to regret this decision.
right?
>.>
<.<
ah damn.
on monday, agama and pj and seni paper 1.
and that is oh so annoying.
since agama i have not studied.
ok i got a confession.
i didn't study for anything at all.
i was studying the nanny.
i am like at the fifth season.
im almost done with it.
after exams.
i need a new addiction.
like may may said,
we're doomed!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and i'm trying to convince myself.
to relax.
which i might say is not working.
or is it?
you be the judge.
since im ranting crap.
ta ta..
oh
my dog is vegetarian.
paper 1. all i could think of was - i need sleep -
paper 2. i went totally blank. i spent 15 minutes thinking of -what to do when i get home, sleep? eat? -
oh oh.
tomorrow we're gonna have BI.
and i didn't even study.
and well, who cares.
i'm aiming for a lower class.
and hopefully, i will not have to regret this decision.
right?
>.>
<.<
ah damn.
on monday, agama and pj and seni paper 1.
and that is oh so annoying.
since agama i have not studied.
ok i got a confession.
i didn't study for anything at all.
i was studying the nanny.
i am like at the fifth season.
im almost done with it.
after exams.
i need a new addiction.
like may may said,
we're doomed!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and i'm trying to convince myself.
to relax.
which i might say is not working.
or is it?
you be the judge.
since im ranting crap.
ta ta..
oh
my dog is vegetarian.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 9:31 AM
fail my exams is what ill do
i think, i am going to turun kelas next year.
fo sho.
and when i do.
this is what will happen.
grounded.
surrounded with friends.
more studying.
pmr.
more adventures.
more dancing.
more fighting.
more conflicts.
more making up.
more stuff.
more pressure.
but the good thing bout turun kelas is that
i don't have to like get positions in class anymore.
cos staying in smart class is pooh!
its fun la.
but not fun when it comes to studying.
cos i can't not pay attention with anyone when everyone wants to pay attention.
geddit?
tag-a-lag
(1) You are known as...
Sharipah Shazu in, Pufferfish, dum dum, mendoza, Mrs. Ikuta Toma
(2) What is your favorite snack? Why? O.o
Choki Choki cos its chocolate. duh.
(3) Would you jump out the window for your favorite snack?
maybe. >.> <.<
(4) Who's your best (imaginary) friend?
Billy. He's currently on a vacation in Panama.
(5) Which guy celebrity do you think is the best looking?
Ikuta Toma. duh!
(6) Would you ever want to be Spongebob?
What a random question. And why would i wanna be Spongebob?
(7) Kicks, punches, jabs or pokes?
Poke poke poke
(8) Would you ever kick a person you didn't know really hard for money?
yes.
(9) Do you enjoy wearing skirts?
yes.
(10) Use 6 words to describe yourself.
mother of all vain, dance-able, laugh-able, sing-able, low willpower, hungry 24/7.
(11) Make up a random story. (more than 20 words)
Once, awin went on a hunt and she found a child. so she brought the baby girl home to her wife, rach. they name the baby, miya. then awin's brother, denise, heard the news and came to visit with her wife, micheal. denise attempted to find another baby at the same place awin found hers. so denise went but instead found an old man, priyanka in the middle of the forest. denise told priyanka everything that happened. priyanka told denise to go near the river because there, she could find a baby being held prisoner by an elephant. so denise went to check. she saw and went home to gather an army. the next day, denise and her army went back to the river and the army succesfully freed the baby from the elephant. denise brought home the baby to her wife, micheal. they named the baby boy zaza. when zaza and miya grew up, they got married. they had a child named rauf. awin, rachel, denise and micheal celebrated this joyous moment together.
(12) Goodbye, madam.
p/s i didnt randomly make this story. denise and miya came to my house and we had to study. so i had to change the names of the characters so that would end the complications. denise INSISTED that her wife would be micheal. she unconsciously asked for it. x]
Monday, October 13, 2008, 7:55 AM
264
so today. i woke up at 12 noon.
ahh.. the nice ness.
while form 3's having PMR.
im snoozing my ass off.
i should be studying today.
today's my dad's birthday.
but my dad doesn't seem to like it.
maybe its cos that he doesn't want to be remind of what age he is xD
oh well.
nothing interesting happened today.
except for the fact that i called zaza up today and she had rauf over when i only wanted to talk to her.
but she wants to layan him more.
hmph.
fine.
wtv.
x]
i don't want to study >.<
finals is in like 2 days.
and im in deep shit.
ahh.. the nice ness.
while form 3's having PMR.
im snoozing my ass off.
i should be studying today.
today's my dad's birthday.
but my dad doesn't seem to like it.
maybe its cos that he doesn't want to be remind of what age he is xD
oh well.
nothing interesting happened today.
except for the fact that i called zaza up today and she had rauf over when i only wanted to talk to her.
but she wants to layan him more.
hmph.
fine.
wtv.
x]
i don't want to study >.<
finals is in like 2 days.
and im in deep shit.
Sunday, October 12, 2008, 9:23 AM
my head is spinning.
Run baby run,
Don't ever look back,
They'll tear us apart,
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart,
Don't say we're not meant to be,
Run baby run,
Forever will be,
You and me.
Don't ever look back,
They'll tear us apart,
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart,
Don't say we're not meant to be,
Run baby run,
Forever will be,
You and me.
3 more days to exam and i decided to go dancing at denise's hse.
miya claims that the way i dress is to attract guys.
like wtf.
i have reasons you know.
well, first i came much too early.
and waited for d to come back from dinner.
then d came back and miya arrived then later sam.
then we danced like mad people.
then sit and watched simpsons.
then get up and dance again.
and thats when miya is hyper.
then everyone went home.
im so tired.
miya claims that the way i dress is to attract guys.
like wtf.
i have reasons you know.
well, first i came much too early.
and waited for d to come back from dinner.
then d came back and miya arrived then later sam.
then we danced like mad people.
then sit and watched simpsons.
then get up and dance again.
and thats when miya is hyper.
then everyone went home.
im so tired.
Saturday, October 11, 2008, 10:59 AM
another regular night. hah!
just another regular night.
going to d's hse at 9 and watched zohan *sick btw* and after everyone left, me n d danced like mad men. then sister picking up to go buy mcd. then ate mcflurry, double cheeseburger, fries and coke while cruising kl. hit the jalan tunku abdul rahman, almost went to klcc, think we went to pwtc went to pekeliling also. then went cruising around plaza mont kiara, and desa. then came back. dispose of all evidence that we sneak out of the house to go cruise kl. and come back act normal.
yea, pretty much a regular night.
can't study.
i give up.
i was like reading/studying.
and i fell asleep.
and then i woke up.
my bro ajak gi hsc.
so i gi la kan.
pastu i jumpa giler bapak hot weih.
2 laki.
satu - brown eyes, athletic.
dua - cina, comel-comel.
aaii.
chomelnyerr.
seksa i.
the first guy was like there and had to go very fast.
the second guy giler chomel la..
seriously.
im getting seriously weird lately.
like listening to malay songs.
and malay hari raya songs.
and dancing to it in a traditional malay way.
and dont feel like studying
even though its 5 days away.
i saw this really really really cute top at hsc just now.
and i wanted it.
it had that hi-im-dangerous look at it.
i was so bored at 4.30 am, so i took a pic of myself.
my teeth is cacated. xD
finals.
this would be my last post before until after finals.
how the fuck am i suppose to cram everything in 5 days?
shit weih.
im so screwed.
my next door neighbour's dog had 5 new doggies today.
how awesome is that?
and my mom is thinking of getting another one.
i was like hell no.
one of the doggies, i think, has white patches with black fur.
adorable!
anyway, my mom has no idea when is my finals.
but she knows that i am going to have one.
i just hope she doesn't interrogate me into telling her.
or i am completely banned from the computer.
i don't wanna study!!!!
i can't find my books.
and i have no idea when is when and what is when's scheduled.
ARGH.
i am dying.
screw finals.
screw it.
i hate this.
i tried studying. and nothing is going in!!!
but the good thing is that i will no longer be in the smart class anymore!!!
yay!
Thursday, October 9, 2008, 7:04 AM
aww fishsticks dumbledunkin
my brother came back today.
and my sister is coming back tomorrow.
and that means only one thing.
LIMITED TIME OF INTERNET
for me.
sucks ass right?
so i won't be online at the right time you want me to be.
but thank god for the upcoming holidays on monday, tuesday and wednesday.
but fuck la when it comes to finals.
which is what?
in less than a week. if you really count it.
bugger!
i am so dead.
i tell you, my books are all dusty and i think i lost my KH book.
screw finals.
SCREW IT.
i don't wanna effing study.
my mom warned me if i turun kelas im grounded till PMR is over.
shit right?
which will happen.
which i hope she forgets her warning.
:3
apa nak jadi kalau tak kahwin nanti.
woke up late. but not late to school.
had to stand for one bloody effing hour just cos of form three's ceremony.
they were supposed to go around and salam the teachers and cry cry.
ish la.
2 cekal's ketua is like small in size. but so adorable!. the teacher almost suffocated him by hugging him.
this 2 guys *form 5* tried to sneak up.
and expecting me to let them go.
when visa told me to babysit them.
aiyo.
they sneak to the form 5 stairs.
i spent 10 minutes negotiating with them to make them sit back at the tapak perhimpunan.
m : what are you doing here?
g 1 : we are sitting la. then what we here for?
m : can you guys go back?
g1 : go back? lol. open the door and we go back. *i think he meant gate*
m : nooo. i meant go sit at the place there.
g2: malas lar. its nice because its cold here.
m : just sit there. they gonna finish soon.
g1 : then let us sit here la.
m : aiyo. please la. just go sit there.
g2: *laughing his ass off* *he's kinda cute*
m: please.
g1 : i belanja you after school. teh tarik. you want?
m : no i dont want. what i want from you is for you to go and sit back at the place where you were sitting.
g2: *still laughing his ass off*
g1 : okok. i buy you 2 ais kosong. nak?
m : aiyo. just go sit there la.
3 j and 3 m finally finished salam. thank god. ck. hazizan came and scolded them to go sit back. so the 2 chinese guys went to sit back at their places. like 5 seconds later, they were allowed to go back up to class. only me, cern and may were the ones to control them to go up. but they didn't listen. stubborn 17-year-olds.
then we were supposed to make the form 4's go back to class. their lines were messed up. so who cares.
then balik kelas. was bored. so went to 2c. had chit chatted with denise and zaza and may. until came Nicolas Ang. The very fucking annoying asshole who had the nerve to tattle tale. padahal, his own classmates also ktk. alaa. fuck him la. ish so busybody. wanna talk also cannot.
the whole day was free of studying. i guess it was ok.
the whole day was mentally retarded.
priyanka ran away when i was singing guardian angel to her.
'Cause you're my
You're my, my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay'
and she ran away.
bugger.
went home after chit chatted with miya and priyanka outside.
practiced my punching on priyanka.
came home after eating at bestari.
had chicken, rice and fish.
i wanted to sleep but then i am too malas to do so.
i tell you, so many things happened today, i swear it won't leave my head.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 8:37 AM
rave! tag! scream!
THE SELF
[01] Real Name: Sharifah Shazuwin Binti youwillneverknow
[02] Nickname: Awin, Mendoza, Pufferfish, Dum Dum, Makcik.
[03] Married: I do not wish to be married at this age.
[04] Zodiac Sign: Gemini Ruless!
[05] Gender: Female lawh.
[06] Age: 14
[07] High School: SMK Seri Hartamas
[08] College: oi im still young dumbutt.
[09] Height: i dunno.last time i checked was. ok i don't remember.or maybe i just don't wanna tel
[10] Weight:
[11] Do you like yourself: I am in love and hating myself. Make sense?
[12] Piercings: I wanna get one on belly button. then one on my tongue. and 2 more on each ear.
[13] Right or left: Right right?
[14] Are you a freak: no i'm not! *snicker*
[15] Hair: Long sweeping fringe. shoulder length layered.
[16] Skin: im brown when you lighten it.
[17] Allergy: cats.
[18] What are you doing now: dancing in front of the computer to snakes on a plane.
[19] What will you be doing 1 hour later: still dancing but to i like the way you move
[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: ill STILL be dancing. only in clubs.
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Yea
[22] Siblings (included you): 4
[23] Eldest: My bro
[24] Youngest: yuck. my sister.
[25] Love/hate your family: there are times when i just wanna .... my sister but cannot la.
[26] You found your other half: i don't know.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: why would i say it here?
[28] If no, who do you want him/her to be: I want him to be very nice to me and loyal. and makes up his mind.
[29] Time(s) you in a realationship: 3
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): not saying. this ehem said i was too desperate. oh fuck her.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000000): I don't think they would.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: none that i could remember.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: eesh. so menyibuk la this tag.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: argue? of course la.
[35] You with your other half since: im single. hah! finally said it.
[36] Are you straight/gay: im none. im invisible. ok im gay. xD no la. im straight. but im still in the closet. XD
[37] Reasons you love your other half: oh oh oh! this question is so intriguing isn't it?
[38] You and your other half in which stage: oh you wanna know so much come and ask face2face.
[39] You wooed him/her or he/she wooed you: i got woo-ed by a ghost.
[40] Ever think of marrying him/her: marry. marriage. matrimony. ....?
THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: her name is sweetie. how ironic. i wonder where she is now.
[42] Your first enemy: whoa. babi doh. kimak ah diorang. bukannya kisah pun.
[43] The friends you love the most: aww. the friends that i love know that i love them.
[44] The enemy you hate the most: holy crap. such a nice question. hint : bitch. x]
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: so jahat. make me wanna choose ah!
[46] Your most hansome boy friend: not gonna say it...make me.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: hi-im-stupid-and-im-desperate-to-fit-in type
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: whoa ho ho. very interesting question. indecisive kind.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: i'm gonna pretend to not understand this question.
[50] Your best-friend is you ex-lover: no.
[51] If your friend backstabbed you: hah! happens too many times.
[52] If your friend betrayed you: fuck her la.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: seriously. does she want to get fucked so badly?
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: i don't know. who?!?!
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: who may i ask fall in love with?
THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: im a dumb girl in a smart class. damn stupid right?
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: ahah! i copy someone else's when i have the chance. or i just drop it. or let my dog eat it.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ones i like la.
[59] Always late for school/college: i am still waiting for that surat amaran.
[60] Your class: 2 amanah 2008
[61] You love your seniors: yeap.
[62] Senior you love the most: love em all.
[63] Your classmates good/bad: oh want me to tattle la?!
[64] Excellent result classmate: Cernie and yennie.
[65] Laziest classmate: ME ME ME!!!!
[66] Smart people: everyone but me.
[67] Stupid people: MEE!!!!
[68] Good looking people: hah! g'luck finding one.
[69] Ugly people: i want to say their names so badly. if only im cruel enough.
[70] Funny people: Is what makes the class lively.
[71] Cute people: Makes me feel like mad-looking person.
[72] Bad people: Got la.
[73] Honest people: Very sikit one mah.
[74] Acting people: I love acting. but someONE is acting like what shouldn't be acted.
[75] You are what kind of person: I'm a bitch. so far.
THE PREFERENCE
[76] Lip or eyes: holy crow. luscious lips and extravagant eyes are my preferences.
[77] Hugs or kisses: xoxo.
[78] Shorter or taller: talltalltall no shorties.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: SPONTANEOUS. all the way.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice pack and arms. kyaaaaa!!!
[81] Listener or talker: listener and little talker.
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic if he's rich. rich if he's romantic. wait, im confused.
[83] Good husband or good father: BOTH
THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get married: 27
[85] Number of kids: 3
[86] Career: Lawyer
[87] Salary: banyak duit la.
[88] Retirement age: when penat la.
[89] Properties value: manyak- manyak aiya macha!
[90] Wishes: i wish for...hey look its britney! *xD*
THE PEOPLE THAT WILL DO THIS TAG
the people who are jobless enough. see may and emma, i can be merciful!