my kepala nak meletup.

i hate you emma.

giler banyak homework.

being alone is kinda boring.

i haven't eaten.

i haven't bathe.

i am frust i can't find the rihanna song that is playing on the radio.

i am also frust because there is so much to do.

and i do not have transport for practice tomorrow.

i think ill just walk.

hell of an exercise.

i do not have money to buy a new dress for IU day.

isn't that wonderful?

and mei-chan no shitsuji is not helping me in finishing my homework at all.

for some reason, i kinda want to balik kampung but im staying because of the amount of work.

shit you work.

go die.

WHAT IS THE RIHANNA SONG PLAYING ON THE RADIO?????

the water fall was so goddamn fun.
i swam with melissa. cos everyone else was too scared or didnt want to get wet.
and like i was too scared to swim.
and i got stuck there alone.
me and melissa posed under the waterfall.
it was effing awwesome.

Theme - Football

we got split into groups.
Group Name - 7 UNITED
Group Cheer - 7 UNITED! 7 UNITED!
so clap your hands,
and stomp your feet.
you can see us,
from a mile away.
So goooooooooooo,
7 UNITED!
Group Anthem - oh shit. i cant remember.
Group Members - Ezelea
Ang Hao Sern
Melvyn
Denisha
Naim
Eunice
Me
Sarah
Wan Hariz
if theres another person, i forgot him/her.
we got third bebeh.
i seriously thought we would have gotten consolation or something.

i got a nosebleed, and i didnt know bout it. and someone had to point it out.
and this stranger tsked me.
and it stopped then continued like a river.
got a migraine due to loss of blood.

*theres a spider on my computer oooo*

the cheer who won was so funny. cos of the hilarious voice.
hannah should join drama.

the bus trip was emo.
and pn sim was karaoke ing along to the emo song that was playing.
the back of the bus however was awesome.
upper form la.

my ribbon is red.
always always on my hand.

Exco's cheer were AWESOMEEE!

rooom - paranoid people. im serious.
hannah, ezelea, sarah elise, preveena.
first night, awesome cos i was hyper. but they slept too early.
there was 5 beds.
they all squeezed into 2.
so i had 3.
AWEESOME KAN?

my alarm was a&t gaseumi eottokeh dwaennabwa.

second night, was freakking annoying to them,
they wouldnt let me go to next door where may may and and mel was hyper cos they were all so quiet.
like seriously, too quiet you could die.
so i pulled out big guns.
and smiled.
SMILED WITH MY TEETH.
and stared.
yes. at them all.
stared at preveena at the edge of her bed.
stared at ezelea.
sarah got pissed like after 10 seconds.
hannah didnt cared.
seriously STARED AND SMILED. FOR HALF AN HOUR.
in the end, i gave up cos they were all too quiet. so i said ill be next door, when you all wanna sleep, call me.
and like she finally gave in.
it was pissing me off and them.
me, mel and may laughed so loud, next door could hear.
and like "i watched this show last night called UNZIPPED, this guy was so FLY"
so now, we're like unzipped whenever we call each other.

I MUST SAY, paranoid people and sensitive people should chill.
AND LIGHTEN UP.
oh and so goes to emo people.
and bimboes.

this year's form 5 batch is seriously awesome.
who wouldnt miss them?

bus ride home, i got CREAMED.

thats it.

i was so bored waiting for my mom/brother to pick me up, i talked to almost everyone at the bus stop even Bakia. or however you spell her name.
apparently she likes someone. in form 5. and she aint scared to tell.

david archuleta - a little too not over you.
is nice.

sejarah sucked. how'd i do? im only sure of one question out of 60. you be the judge.

maths was ok la.

agama.. uhhh... *runs*

And the setlist,
You stole of the stage,
Has red and purple lipstick,
All over the page.

studying is a big NO NO. i refuse. i so dont have the mood to study.

and camp is like 2 more days bebeh!

i wanted a hug. is it alot to ask for?



if a teenager didnt have a bad side, would that still make him/her a teenager?

wouldn't you get pissed off that someone didn't tell you something that is quite important and unconsciously raise your voice?

wouldn't you get pissed off if someone points out that you're the worst child, dont even know which family you belong to, and very rude *when you are trying to not be rude* ??

TELL ME. WOULDNT YOU FUCKING GET PISSED OFF?

wouldn't you wanna fucking commit suicide to just erase this pain?

wouldn't you lose all mood to study, when you're suppose to, when all this fucked up shit is happening?

wouldn't you start cursing like a maniac?

if she is such a fucking nice child, why dont you make her your fucking child and disown me instead HAH?!

FUCK THIS. ITS TOO LATE TO BE NICE NOW. NOW YOU WOULD KNOW WHY IM SO BITTER.

i like this song by Wonder Girls - Nobody.

i even know part of the dance. quite easy.

The Veronicas - Untouched. Listen to it.

and and and. i can't wait for camp this saturday!
uh uh oh yea!

im kinda sad that we got married for HJ & HB's last episode, is like the ending for them.

not fair la. they can still spend time together even after the show but it'll be very hard cos he had the drama to do.

i wanna cry!!

i don't know how to do hasil kajian. im so screwed. and i haven't studied for intervensi at all.

what am i doing wasting time??

AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

intervensi.
sejarah due end of the month.
tuition homework.
geografi.


and i stayed up till 4.30 watching we got married. what am i doing?

no mood i guess.

i didnt go to school today. wow.
probably cos i had a bad stomach and my sleepyness was getting to me.

im turning more and more f-a-t-u-o-u-s.

rach come online. wanna talk. im shoo bored.

i cried. in class. cos i needed to cry. cos it was suppressing. and the pressure. and i felt better. and like some conflict in class cos the teacher wanted to switch places cos of the noisiness. argh. i got to sit next to priyanka. but then english teacher came in switched everything back into other places according to how she felt like it. and that my mind was conjuring up ideas of how to get priyanka to be closer to me. cos i need her. cos if i didnt. i'd be screwed. totally. in other words im a bitch who needs a friend and the friend is like an angel and still is patient with me. had prefects meeting after school. and like, we were talking bout camp and all. went home this happened.

kaajal's mom had a surprise party and like my mom told me to go and if i didnt she would start questioning me.

and sam and i went. i mean i literally didnt know bout it till my mom told me like half an hour before the party started and i just came back from school. and like i had to rush and all.

and like kaajal's mom wanted to call may may but like it was too late. wait, i think she did. did you pick up the phone may?
i was wondering why may may wasn't there.
wish you were there.


i didnt even felt like i fit in.
cos i didnt know there was a theme and you had to be all dressed up .
i thought it was a small thing so i didnt dress up.
and like i was thinking over and over again whether i should go back and change or at least do something bout my appearance.
i wore shorts and a t-shirt. like wth.
so the party started. i had to do something or they would start coming to me and start questioning me why i was so sad.
so i gave up.
they had charades. and t or d but it wasnt so extreme. and drawing on the board blindfolded. and we danced. i guess chetna cheered me up. she is always so happy. reminds me of priyanka.

and like, we ate. lots of food. and im full. full till i dont feel so good. and i ended up cleaning the floor cos i had no idea what they were talking bout. left out.

sam had to leave after we surprised kaajal. ditch me la.

came home with 2 chains on my phone and this scented thinggy. the necklace thinggy.

dont be so sad. camp is nearing. smile! :)

i cant believe what happened today. my 3 days of a bitch worked out as planned. and regretted a lot of things. i needed to be a bitch. because it was all suppressing. and pressuring. i needed to. but i didnt mean those hurtful words i said. not one. not a single one. just that i was pissed off thats all.

oh oh oh miya dared me to push s.e.n.'s bag down. and i did. it was exhilirating! XD

it can only be blamed if it were to be blamed.
and i can only blame myself.
and i needed to talk to someone so badly today.
i am such an ungrateful bitch.
useless.
meaningless.
idiot.
fucked up.

pronounced kayye otcho.

i love the song.

i shall never ever ever meddle in someone's personal life ever again after this.

i am not trustworthy at all. also a promise breaker.

i realized im no longer the jiwang hater type.

:O

he's driving me up the wall here!

i got shot and it still hurts like effing hell.

god. i cant take this.
this non stop nagging.
its so annoying.
SHUT UP ALREADY!

it rhymes!

3 years.
3 friggin years.
i missed my dear friend, Pau May May's birthday party.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY MAY.

im sorry i cant make it to your birthday AGAIN.
but ill make it up to you.
when i have the money. ill get that present of yours.
it might come a little late.
but i will give it to you.

hugs and kisses
taripah tatuwin <3

i hate this cough.
flu.
and fever.
its annoying.
i know i should get enough rest.
but i rested too much.
screw this.
i wanna go to the party.
WAAAAA.
whoops.
i forgot to take my medicine.

i believe that theres like 5 more episode.
isnt that uber coool?

candid this year is awesome cos we got to stand on the chair and pose!

horrible sore throat.
i wanna frikkin strangle myself.

wore a hot red dress today.
wearing it again tomorrow.
my crush saw me. UBER UBER AWESOME.

dancing for muhibbah. same dance as anugerah cemerlang.
i wanna go this sunday but i would need transport..

VI IU Day is on 23rd Of May.
i am so going.

i am in love with ss501.
not all their songs la.

just their voices are so sexy.

i asked everyone do they think that they're sexy?
and like most people say yea.
perasan.
but cool.

hyun joong,
you so hot,
you so fine,
you make my eyes go blind.

i made that up.

B-O-R-E-D
Big Oaf Randomly Eating D****

A-W-I-N
A Wonderful Interesting Noob

Miya want me to put yours here?

i wanna learn chinese, japanese, korean, and indian.

yes i wanna learn that language.
not writing just speaking.

May, honey water made the pain go a lil bit.
But the sore throat is still there.

i HATE sore throats.
They are so annoying.
Probably cos the Bilik Lukisan Teknik is so bloody dusty.
and i left my lukisan in there.
how wonderful.
the class tomoro in that room will see my ugly drawing.
MAH.

judging by the title i guess you know.

penyibuk gile doh.

her mere appearance is soo irritating.

next one is very 'awesome'

short temper.
weird.
freak.
disgusting.
slut.
omg so damn slutty.
like someone i know would say,

sell herself as a prostitute.

gile frust.

i hate it when that stupid annoying girl appeared.

I cried at every part.

part 1 - 6

yes. that sad.

but i didn't have tissues with me.

Drama was actually ok today. we actually finished the thing.

but sad they like to play alot.

daymn im gonna look sexy in that hot red dress.

its back.
the heep of homework is back!

AAAAAHHHHHH!!

*runs and bangs head against the wall*