OH THE MIGRAINE.

shooh!


i love cinderella and deja vu.

both korean songs.

oh oh not to mention gee and i wanna.

YEAH!

i can't seem to get over him just yet.

but undergoing training.

TTFN.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You cannot to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water.
2. Last phone call: May May
3. Last text message: I deleted it! :P
4. Last song you listened to: Tracks of My Tears - Adam Lambert
5. Last time you cried: Last week. I think.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Yes. And i hope he deserves something worse.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Uhh, Za, should i ?
9. Lost someone special: No.
10. Been depressed: I can't believe he won't say anything. I wanna die.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Black
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: Not yet.
17. Laughed until you cried:Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. How many people on your facebook friends list do you know in real life?: 98% of it.
23. How many kids do you want to have: A football team!
24. Do you have any pets: Doggies.
25. Do you want to change your name: No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I went to OU with me friends.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30 am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Holidays!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 30 minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I have what i want. Eventhough what i want, isn't something i wanna change.
32. What are you listening to right now: Adam Lambert - A change is gonna come.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Him. Cos he doesn't know.
35. Most visited webpage: My blog.
36. Whats your real name:Sharifah Shazuwin Binti Syed Sheh
37. Nicknames: Awin, Aweeen, Sharifah, Shaz
38. Relationship Status: Married To Rachel :)
39. Zodiac sign
Chinese: Doggy.
Western: Gemini
40. Male or female?: Female >.> <.<
41. Elementary?: SKSH
42. Middle School?: SMKSH
43. High school/college?: Not yet la.
44. Hair colour: Blackish. Black.
45. Long or short: Long.
46. Height: 154. I think. I'm 2 cm taller than D. :D
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: YESYESYES.
48: What do you like about yourself?: I like that i am growing boobs XD. NO LA.
49. Piercings:ears
50. Tattoos:Never.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one.
53. First piercing: I don't remember when i got it >:0
54. First best friend: Sweetie. Her name IS sweetie.
55. First sport you joined: Marching.
56. First vacation: Thailand.
58. First pair of trainers: Whats trainers?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: Finish this tag.
62. Listening to: Adam Lambert - One.
63. Waiting on: This f-ed up migraine to go away. SHOO!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes.
65. Get Married?: Yes.
66. Career?: Yes.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses: Kisses.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger:Middle.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous definitely.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: *drools* Kim Hyun Joong
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker. Wait, no. Hesitant. I CANNOT MAKE UP MY MIND.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never owned one.
79. Sex on first date:no.
80. Broken someone's heart: yes.
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: yes.
89. Heaven: yea
90. Santa Claus: yes.
91. Kiss on the first date: yes.
92. Angels: yea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: how many bloody times does this question have to come up??? NO NO NO.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Form 1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Urm.... I can't think right now.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: uhh, am i?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No.

1.Kim Hyun Joong.
2.Park Jung Min
3.Kim Hyung Joon
4.That other dude in ss501 i forgot. AAHHH.
5.Kyu Jong.
6.So Hee
7.Sun ye
8.Ye eun.
9.Yu Bin.
10.Sun Mi
11.Random person 1
12.Random Person 2
13. Random Person 3
14.Random person4
15.Anyone.

quote the meanie

"This year, I happened to turn it during the minute that Adam Lambert was singing 'Ring of Fire' and, at that moment, thought my ears would bleed. Contrived, awful, and slightly frightening! I wasn't really a fan and found myself surprised whenever folks told me that they liked him."

how dare he?!?!?!?!

so mean.
if you don't like adam, then shut up!
dont kutuk him bangak.

i wanna cry.

haihz.
adam, do not be dissapointed.
you are ICONIC!
and and and i am sad yet happy cos runner ups always gets more popularity.
dude, you got to sing with alot of artists!
kewl.

kriss allen.
....

frust?
yes.




gajyuga means friend.
mal do hwan dwae means it makes no sense.

i have given up on him but i still like him
maldo hwan dwae?

i have never studied sejarah more than ever yesterday.
oh ew.

Rach! Gambarryo!
Good Luck for your test.
May my wife get high marks!
:D

Ee Babo made me more happy this morning.
For a second there, i forgot bout Agama.
Cos his face calms me.

Dniz, how would you know he's stupid?
You have never met him!
:P

Whose rainbow donkey?
I don't know no rainbow donkey.
I know someone with that initials though :D

Someone else is driving me crazy though.
you evillinie.

Maybe Ee Babo doesn't know >:0

Mad World is my favorite song now.
:DDD
He has never failed to make me ..aaahhh...

*listening to mad world :D*

i agree with that dude that says Adam has pipes.
Yes he does.


He is sexy.
:D

Wonder Girls has nice songs.

Should i confess?
So i could just get this crappy feeling over with?

get off my case bitch!
what is wrong with you?
I DID NOT START IT
you were the one who is too stupid and something is definitely wrong up there because you wouldn't want to take a step back to understand.
BUT NO.
you were just waiting to get something against me.
so you and your pathetic life would start it all over again.
GOD, you and that other guy is also the same.
I know you like to joke around.
But jokes has its limits IDIOT.
i do not want to get all racy cos then you would just be a waste of time in my life.

anyways, alongside your irritatingness, i find the exams are irritating because i can never get my peace and also because i get a lot of distractions.
interesting distractions.

i embarrased myself.
i had no idea.
alaaaa.
i was TOO hyper, i scared him away.

im into korean songs.
need more recommendations.

and i wanna eat cake.

ITS TOMORROW!!!!!

imma die now.

s : i want you to tell him but i dont want la.
e : ok i will.
s: even though i really want you to but dont la.
e : im doing it anyway
s : *did not take it seriously* oh come on, i just wanna live in my fantasy world and then later ill get back to reality that me and him dont belong la.
e : im still telling him.
s : its fantasy. lets not mix this. *still not taking it seriously that she IS gonna tell*
e : :)
s : *i like him!!!! damnit.*

I DID NOT THINK SHE WOULD REALLY TELL HIM EVEN THOUGH I WANT HIM TO KNOW.
but that's just fantasy.

and like she told his friend,
and like.
im scared.
cos he said.
he's gonna tell *ehem*

I refuse to come to school tomorrow.
but i don't see him very much cept for exams. he comes everyday for exams.
god, i sound like a stalker.

aaahhh. i need someone to talk to about this dang it. where are my girlfriends?

AND DNIZ LIM HSUI YEN!
WHERE ARE YOU?
YOU'RE HIDING AREN'T YOU?
I AM GOING TO FIND YOU.
AND GIVE YOU A BIG HUG.
YOU WATCH OUT.
:D

emma told his friend.
and now i'm freaking out.




i don't want to go to school tomorrow.
T.T

Where the f is everybody?

when i don't blog some people complain.
when i do blog, that some people don't visit.

WTF.

oh oh.
Everytime he sings, the hair on my body stands up.
its electrifying!
Almost Orgasmic!

Bored btw.
and so very close to doing something stupid.
Like seriously.

I am shcared.
Diagnostics is like days away.
If you think i should stop yapping about it, well think again.
I have rights to rant.
After all, it is my blog.
Anyway, this bloody exam should forever be damned.
I hate it.
And im watching the American Idol Marathon instead of studying.
So be happy that i shall fail all of my exams.

I wanna open a can of bir.
Out of pure boredom.

EVERYONE I KNOW SO FAR IS AGAINST ADAM LAMBERT.
he is so hot!
who cares if he is gay.
Which he is so isn't.
He is *hyperventilating*
that's how much i love love love him!

I shall completely give up on you.
Starting now.












Ok now.
Ok you know what, If i see you on Monday, and i don't feel a thing, then i shall finally declare it.

anywhoos, it was his birthday today. and. uhh, i should stop talking about him now.

anyways, wondergirls songs are very nice. and i can't seem to get the top 10 songs of south korea at the moment.

i shall die right before diagnostiks. stupid irritating exams. it's so very frequent this year. probably cos i'm taking PMR. which i am so hoping there would be a Darurat on that particular week.

I don't even know the guy. And i want to confess?
Why Em?
Probably cos people do it all the time.
and they can't stand the feeling.
fine la.
I won't tell him la.

*attention whore moment*
I notice people don't visit my blog.
Is this a sign, that i should delete my blog?
Interesting.
Well, i should kan?
Since no one visits it anymore!

Why won't ss501 visit Malaysia?
Useless buggers.

I have never laughed so hard until i felt it is almost a sin to laugh.
watching Star King.

Wonder Girls - Irony (Tae Kwan Dae Remix) IS REALLY NICE.

too malas to colour the post.

why is everyone so busy nowadays?

-.-''

Rach, hurry and come back. Puwies.

for the first time, i could finally go to one of his hosted parties.
he was such a gentleman, he picked me up.
cos he was also picking amirul up too.

and so, we got there. and i saw this guy.

ANYWAYS, lets move on shall we?
we played this game where 2 people must be blindfolded and spray people with one of those foam thinggys.
and then it was hitting pinata right?
anyway, the thing wouldnt break even chandra hit it.
but i wasnt there when david did.
so everyone serbu-ed the candy.
i got mars!
im so jakun.
that was the first time i ever ate mars chocolate.
then water balloon game.
well farzan got wet even before the game actually started.

then pictures!
brynna dared me to kiss darren during the shot.
and she would belanja me.
YES!
and like, i did.
IT WAS A DARE GODDAMNIT.
and plus, he didnt even realize it.
++ it couldn't be seen cos amirul poured water on darren.
it overshadowed the kiss.
it was on the cheek.
dont think otherwise.

anywhoos.
then we went in dried ourselves.
me and priyanka took the longest to change.
cos of our troublesome hair.

and i wore this white strap shirt, with short white pants.
and chandra was like
"i never thought you would wear this kind of shirt"
i wear this all the time la.
-.-''

amirul keeps on giving me that glare.
wtf dude.
then,
A : you better pakai balik your wet jeans cos later you jumpa my mom, brother, sister.
S : why la? its wet.
A : Go iron it.
S : eesh.
he sounds like a husband.
an irritating one.
before you think anything else, he was giving me a lift home.

then one by one, started leaving.
awww.
and amirul was freaking out, cos he doesnt want to be the only want left.
i was like, what about me?
and he said, oh yea i forgot you.
BUGGER.

then we took SOME MORE pictures.
i wish darren would post all of them up.
but he only posts the group ones.
awww.

and then we left, and amirul was like, let down your hair, cover the straps.
im like -.-'''
and when we got in the car, his sister was very friendly, and has the name of my baby cousin!!
:D
Thank you auntie for dropping me off.

I want darren to send me this one particular picture.
aaahhh.
ill try and get him to send me.
if he is online.

Rachel i desperately need to talk to you.
Where are you?

i am so sleepy. slept at 3 woke up at 8.30. need more sleep.
screw the goddamn corrections.
screw the one day commitment to finishing the corrections.
i am tired. my eyes look weird.
i have bags.
i need transport home from Darren's party.
aaahh.
oh wells.
if i cant go, then his present is such a waste.
i shall retreat to my blankies.

Night.

i hope emma n hannah are having fun at lysha's party.

corrections yet to be done.

had geo class today, and like for the first time in geo class.
i actually paid attention.

I walked there. i thought i was late, turns out the teacher hasn't even come yet. so walked around aimlessly with priyanka. and i ate kacang tumbuk for breakfast. i love kacang tumbuk.

Sorry Sorry ROCKS ASS! XD

and i finished cutting and pasting the song. may may.
i wanted you to hear it today but i didnt want to kacau you.
i hope you didn't forget my science notes.

ttfn(:

i went to youtube.
i typed sorry sorry.
and the song is

eheh. i think alot of my titles are influenced by the song i listen to.

sejarah project done.
geo not done.
sivik. go die.
corrections T.T

i refuse to do any sort of homework tonight.
eep. there's geo class tomorrow.
i shall be walking.
ngehehe.

carmensita is such a nice song to salsa.
a slow salsa.

oh look!*points there* theres a little angel and devil on your shoulders.
telling you to get up and do the chicken dance.

za, are you on weed?

i have the sudden urge to go up to him and say hi. Really.

Rach, seriously, are you still paintballing?

I won't be spending time with my own mother this Sunday. )':
I shall be giving her a letter. But to only open it on Sunday morning.

Once upon a time, there's this girl. Her whole life she never stood up for herself. Until one day, she discovered she had powers which is when one minute she lifts her hand, the next her victim will have sparkles on the victim's face. Ain't that cool?

I am in a good mood. Don't spoil it. :D

oh rach....where are you.....?

Keep up the positive energy.

You gat tuu cheel man.

You so sexy,
you so fine,
you make my eyes go blind -.-

ok maybe not.
but certainly felt like it.
i don't get people who is selfish with knowledge.
i mean, come on!
it helps you to remember even more.
haihz.
i have no idea what is wrong with you.
but certainly, don't blame me.

Sejarah Project is Almost. ALMOST. done.

need to print this. cut that. paste this. label that. aand, done.

i was busy ok?
chill la.

i am proudly able to say, i have found the rihanna song i have been searching for.

its....*drumrolls*

RIHANNA - HATIN ON THE CLUB

uh uh oh yea. do the dance. do the dance.

fyi, she is not a bad influence. she has been a great influence for me. if it wasn't for her, i won't be able to be who i am now. so don't pandai-pandai cakap things you yourself not even sure. and are just saying it because you're judging on what she says. wtf man. your own child is like.. no comment. woman, fix your own child, before you try to fix others. but she is not broken, so your usaha will be a waste if you do anyway.

come to think bout it, i can finally say, i have broken the barrier. feels free.

Rachel Vampire Labis, do you have any idea how many things i have to tell you??
Nvm, have fun paintballing first.
then we talk.
but make sure you gots tha time.

and Dniz, i would like to congratulate you. I am so proud of you. :D

and Miya, ill bring your necklace tomorrow, if i remember.

and Sam, get a blog.

and Priyanka, ill bring your postcard tomorrow.

i am not fat. but i ain't skinny either. therefore, must lose weight.

diagnostik is in 2 weeks. NO TIME MUCH?

*runs and bangs into lamp post*

i think im pms-ing again.
im getting pissed at every little thing.
i have no idea why.
urgh.
i don't feel the need to breathe if im feeling like this.

im getting tired of this.

im alone.

and im fucking bored.

do you have any idea how freaking boring that is?

and i seriously need ideas how to lighten up the situation.

i dont have no big words or long sentences to describe how im feeling.

depressed.

so many things could happen in 2 hours. :0

Why won't you tell me what you wanted to tell me?
It's a secret.
Alaa. Why la?
Remember. I'll also tell you when the time is right.
Is it good or bad?
Depends on how you look at it. I think it's good.
You not telling me, makes me want to know even more.
As the old saying goes, for me to know, for you to find out.

screw you for not telling me. yet. >:o

ngeeh.

so many homework.
i hope you come online tonight priyanka.
i wanna finish that blasted sejarah project. :(

i actually feel better after that talk.:)

i don't think i'll be online tonight.
darling sister wants to use.:(

i can't believe i was at a house with 5-6 20+ year old guys from 1 am to 6 am.
one of them was hot.
DAYMN.
one of them was funny.
couldn't make me stop laughing.
LOL.:)

i hope you're having fun Darren.
at the party.

Oh God. I wish i have the license to drive and a hot sports car that makes me look sexy in it.

Hella Yeah :D

chuu ca chuu a.

things like when i say something and it doesn't happen when i want it to.

jinx sucks. :/

toodles.