s : i want you to tell him but i dont want la.
e : ok i will.
s: even though i really want you to but dont la.
e : im doing it anyway
s : *did not take it seriously* oh come on, i just wanna live in my fantasy world and then later ill get back to reality that me and him dont belong la.
e : im still telling him.
s : its fantasy. lets not mix this. *still not taking it seriously that she IS gonna tell*
e : :)
s : *i like him!!!! damnit.*

I DID NOT THINK SHE WOULD REALLY TELL HIM EVEN THOUGH I WANT HIM TO KNOW.
but that's just fantasy.

and like she told his friend,
and like.
im scared.
cos he said.
he's gonna tell *ehem*

I refuse to come to school tomorrow.
but i don't see him very much cept for exams. he comes everyday for exams.
god, i sound like a stalker.

aaahhh. i need someone to talk to about this dang it. where are my girlfriends?

AND DNIZ LIM HSUI YEN!
WHERE ARE YOU?
YOU'RE HIDING AREN'T YOU?
I AM GOING TO FIND YOU.
AND GIVE YOU A BIG HUG.
YOU WATCH OUT.
:D